

Acknowledgments
How I Got Involved
Foreword
Introduction & Goals
Chapter 1: introduction and goals
Screening Test
Chapter 2: screening test
Survival "Disorders"
Chapter 3: GAD (generalized anxiety disorder)
Chapter 4: OCPD (obsessive compulsive personality disorder)
Chapter 5: AD(H)D (attention deficit disorder)
Chapter 6: "fractured enjoyment"
Brain Disorders
Chapter 7: depression
Chapter 8: bipolar
Chapter 9: cyclothymia
Chapter 10: OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder)
Chapter 11: phobias
Chapter 12: panic disorder
Chapter 13: pain & substance abuse
Chapter 14: borderline personality disorder (BPD)
Chapter 15: premenstrual syndrome (PMS)
Chapter 16: other neurobiological disorders
Medical Treatment
Chapter 17: general information
Chapter 18: medications for Biological Unhappiness
Chapter 19: low thyroid, B12, iron
Chapter 20: psychological counseling
Recovery
Chapter 21: retraining the brain
Chapter 22: living life to the fullest
Moving Forward
Chapter 23: the future
Chapter 24: in conclusion
True Stories
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I'm not meant to be happy. I realize food is a drug for me, but I still can't stop eating. People think I'm weird. I feel so angry. It's so hard to make decisions. I deserve to suffer. What's the point, there's no hope anyway. I have such a bad temper. I'm a nervous wreck. Why are the tests always normal? Something must be wrong. My PMS is awful. I think I have a chemical imbalance. I hate myself. Marijuana and alcohol are the only things that give me some peace. I can't stand feeling like I'm going to die or go crazy. Stress turns me into a monster. Don't ask me to do the paperwork! Deja vu, things feeling unreal, I'm afraid to tell anybody. Prozac made me feel hyper and scared. Don't even try to interrupt me when I'm doing something I like. Nothing ever really works for my depression. I get bad moods for no good reason. My mind never, ever stops. Anxiety, rage, depression and despair. It's so hard to listen and pay attention. I feel so empty inside. I just can't seem to get things finished. Why do I like drugs and danger? How could it be nerves? Why do I get myself into so much trouble? Why can't I have a happy, successful relationship? I'm afraid of medicines, I'm allergic to everything. Prozac stopped working. |
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